9.35pm-before leaving the house for the hospital...i gave a hug & kiss to both my sons....and something inside told me to breastfeed harris...one last time ..just incase beranak tonite or tomorrow.....and he suckled the left breast....right one reserve for the baby. sempat took some photos and a speech....TQ jijah for being around
alhamdulillah...no jam at all....smooth sailing....in the car my mouth tak stop2 baca2 all the main 4 surah and ayat kursi plus tasbih nasi yunus.....dub dab dub dab the heart pounding...could it be the day???...will i still survive?...will it be a long labour? unbearable pain???....
mintak maaf to my darling hubby...and even told him...should i die...pls take good care of our sons...
arrived the hospital emergency entrance around 10pm...the guard asked if i need a wheel chair.. said NO as i could still walk...KA hold my hands...and as we passed by the counter....GUSHHHH.. the water bag leaked again....dripping through my skirt... cepat2 the nurses brought a wheelchair and push me straight to labour room in the 3rd floor.
i was placed in Room 1...the midwife asked me to change to the maternity gown and she then placed the CTG on my tummy....
KA when downstairs to register for admission...after 1/2 hour the midwife (faridah) came by to chk...alhamdulillah baby's heartbeat ok....and so she did the VE----"tinggi lagi nih dik...tak boleh rasa kepala...tapi dah bukak 3cm...saya mintak kwn saya chk pulak yer"...another midwife chk.. "kepala tak engage lagi nih...kita call doc fauziah and tgk apa dia ckp...kalo kena masuk air ... kita masuk laa....tunggu biasa 5-7 jam baru beranak....nih anak no. berapa (i said 3)...kalo no. 1 selalu nyer 10-12 jam"....Ya Allah...lama nyer nak tunggu....and kak faridah tadi lift the bed rest high.. hoping for the baby to engage.....while waiting...i felt several times the mucus comes out...mulut tak stop2 doa....on and off talked to KA....
1/2 hour later doc fauziah came....she VE..."takleh rasa laa the head.....tak engage lagi nih ....hhmm...kepala baby nih oblique ...on ur right side...nih tak boleh normal nih.....kena caeser.. " my heart started to pound.....memang tak boleh langsung?...nope she said... i then asked...kalao caesar..bila nak buat?...she said NOW.... i then asked her if she could speak to my mom...
"kak leha...fauziah here...how r u...nih aisha nih....baby dia belum engage...tak rasa kepala at all laa...and it is oblique...so the best is to do it now....coz kalo dah start contraction lagi susah nanti..."...some of the conversation that i could recall between mummy & dr fauziah....
i was still hoping for normal delivery....and so i asked...boley tunggu lagi or memang dah kena terus caesar?...she did another VE...."i dont think we can wait anymore....u pon dah baik kelua air...takut nanti air to will push the umbilical cord and the baby boley strangle"...in that case buat terus laa....i said...dr fauziah then asked the midwife to put on the urine catheter to drain out the urine....and asked my last meal apa & what time.....'nasi ayam...at 8.30pm'....oooii siap makan nasi ayam lagi ...doc fauziah laughed....pedih skit when the catheter placed...
it will be under GA (general anaesthesia) since it is emergency caesarean. and KA could not be in the OT....
midwife said to wait here till OT gave green light....and finally they called around 11.30pm. the midwife & 2 others wheeled me to the OT at level 2...change to a diff bed....and a hug & kiss from KA...we parted...sempat mintak dia doakan....KA's last word...byk2 selawat...
went in to one room...doc fauziah came by few minutes later....needles placed on my left wrist...not butterfly needle..good..if not sakit & payah nak open the hand nnt...anaesthetist lak lambat dtg....as b4 that ada operation...dia lak dah balik....lama nyer nk tunggu.. doc fauziah siap & those in there sempat jogging2...hehehhe...i heard they said utk nak hilang ngantok... luckily doc fauziah kata dia belum tido...if not surely groggy ....she asked one of the nurses to gave me oxygen...for the baby dia ckp....one indian gal gave me the masked....mcm lagi payah nak napas ada laa....heheh...but i continue to breath...and selawat and read semua2....doa2 to Allah moga selamatkan both myself & baby....
another pseon tried to listen to the baby's heart ...which is situated on my right tummy...
finally at 12.10am...i heard that the anaesthetist came and asked be to selawat....and so i did.....
and i fall asleep...
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Alhamdulillah our baby boy born this morning 12.30am weighing 3.26kg at Ampang Puteri Hosp.TQVM 4 ur doa semua dah selamat.luv aisha,kamarul,big bro danial & harris
continuation----
KA told me around 12.40am someone pushed the baby out dgn incubator and and asked him to azan....and so he did...unfortunately no one to take video or pic...baby was cleaned up. right after that he/she brought the baby back in....KA did not get the chance to cut the cord this time round as it was an emergency caesarean.
i think around 1.15am ...dah tersedar....my feet was trembling....badan pon ketar skit... my voice mcm x keluar sgt....i think that time baru kat OT front door...as lps tu i saw KA...i said dah tgk baby...KA citer skit2 that dah azan baby...i was still groggy...but could hear him & the person pushing me talking....
i could not see the baby yet...still in the nursery.... i asked KA if he did snap some pic.. alhamdulillah he did...and so i see my 3rd son for the 1st time...cuma belom dpt hold him yet.
after 1/2 hour or 1 hour i said i wanna breastfeed the baby....and the nurse brought in the baby in....despite sakit i tried to breastfeed him....all my sons started with the right breast...dgn bismillah....alhamdulillah this baby too dah boley suckling.... syukur sgt2 kepada Allah semua dah ok....baby pon cukup sifat...(i've yet to inspect)....KA sent text to both mummy & mak...and kept them updated all the way through....TQ SO MUCH darling hubby.....
kejap je baby breastfeed...and he fall asleep....i am still weak...so tak boley hold him high...just placed him on the bed next to me...
baby kept with me....rooming in due to breastfeeding.... i then sleep till bfast....but cannot eat & drink milo expect plain water...till kentot....hhmm..lama mana nih....i asked dr fauziah when she came in the morning to chk on me....i said dah lapo nih....she just laugh...dah makan nasi ayam kan semalam....heheh....the drip is sufficient...oh yes..i was given morphine too ..at a low dose...
1st visitor of the day is makya & pakcik idrus....followed by ayah chik & che chik & kak aiza & belle...tq for coming....got to know that kak ja is 4 mths preg...alhmd...
